Once again, everything I perceive in my environment is all put together in my mind. So when I feel angry that someone could be disappointed in me.. When I feel that I'm being looked down upon or criticized.. It's all in my mind. If I project my anger to them, they too will become angry with me. If I project my self disappointment to them, they will feel disappointed in me. At the end of this strong emotional exchange I am defeated by myself. I have lost. I have been unmindful. Oh, Okay. Right. Damn. Oh well. To achieve enlightenment to is only to perceive accurately. The cup is dirty, wash it. The towels are thrown about, fold them, put them away.
So here I sit. It's perfect outside. The beginning of Summer in Louisiana is the most beautiful time of year. The sky is blue, the rivers still run to their seas.
Anyway, I hope everyone had a nice holiday. I did. I spent it with Kayla and Samsonite. We held Bible study and an eat-a-thon until around 7am on 4.20 when I went home and took a nap before work.
In peals
Christy
