Always a disappointment

The pictures I took, 

Of the night we all had 

tonight.

Are gone.

My camera,

must have known, 

how much I didn't need pictures 

of us all hanging out.

You are full of lies and 

misleading comments.

I am glad 

that you have been out of my life

for this long.

So very long.

You were a lover, 

I never had.

You were a friend,

I could never count on.

You are a disease 

that pops up 

every now-and-again.

I was angry,

My pictures disappeared.

But now, 

that I think about it..

I am glad

that my digital camera

is obviously

smarter than I am.